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date: Thursday, September 17, 2009
title: memo
somethings up these few day just have not been myself.
Do you ever get that feeling you know the one where you're just sitting there at your desk doing your dos and just suddenly something hits you hard real hard like a Japanese bullet train rams a hole through your brain wrecking your concentration and your mind just drifts back seeing yourself years younger 10 times braver and a 100 time more stupid
There are people who just jump out of my mind where are they now what do they look like do they even remember me like the way i remember them?
Life's journey has brought me accross many a bridge the question that i pose to myself right now is did i have to burn those bridges after i had crossed them?
date: Sunday, August 30, 2009
title: please click the links and vote for my designs... =)
http://benscrazyshit.blogspot.com/
date: Sunday, August 23, 2009
title: money
money is the root of all evil and of all problems
date: Thursday, August 20, 2009
title: fly
some how i wish i could soar bend these broken wings take heel leap off mountain tops feel the wind beneath me feel her caress my feathered tip as i glide feel her fight as i make my decent.
but scared and marred i linger on the ground watching enviously as others test their flight i was a hatchling once, one that didnt care much for my nest all i could dream of was that step off the branches, stepping into the void that was there i'd watch mother do it countless times before, how hard could it be when the others do it so easily
so with out preparation and before it was time i stepped out of that warm sweet nest exposed myself to the cruel word, fell down spiraling to the ground wings marred damaged beyond repair, still here i sit for years later still beneath my birth tree watching as hatchlings take their first steps to flight confidently after they are more than ready for it,
watching them soar
date: Wednesday, August 19, 2009
title: IDOL
Well caught idol last night. Willis is in... always knew he could do it am wondering right now how is he coping..... willis pls dont go getting into any fights on national tv k? i know what u are like lol
chill bro and all the best
date: Tuesday, August 11, 2009
title: SO SICK
been sick been home been trying to get better
failing
date: Saturday, August 8, 2009
title: WONT LAST LONG
So i have this strange feeling that i wont last much longer i this company. Somehow i dont see the point of staying here anymore. It seems that what ever i do, is being second guessed by a mfer who dosent know anything about design at all. I hat being told what to do by a person who does not have any design sense at all. I mean we all know that a good showroom layout does wonders for its sales and presentation. We all also know that in order to accommodate certain design looks a certain amount of area will be needed.
So i was chatting with mums, who is also working in this company as a director of another branch of the company's family group. I told her that i grow weary of this place and this job and she tells me that we might be able to start up an apparel design company and shop sometime soon.
I just want out i got the know how by now, all i got to do is just learn abit more suck this current company dry of its knowledge and go out and do my own thing.
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