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date: Sunday, August 30, 2009
title: please click the links and vote for my designs... =)
http://benscrazyshit.blogspot.com/
date: Sunday, August 23, 2009
title: money
money is the root of all evil and of all problems
date: Thursday, August 20, 2009
title: fly
some how i wish i could soar bend these broken wings take heel leap off mountain tops feel the wind beneath me feel her caress my feathered tip as i glide feel her fight as i make my decent.
but scared and marred i linger on the ground watching enviously as others test their flight i was a hatchling once, one that didnt care much for my nest all i could dream of was that step off the branches, stepping into the void that was there i'd watch mother do it countless times before, how hard could it be when the others do it so easily
so with out preparation and before it was time i stepped out of that warm sweet nest exposed myself to the cruel word, fell down spiraling to the ground wings marred damaged beyond repair, still here i sit for years later still beneath my birth tree watching as hatchlings take their first steps to flight confidently after they are more than ready for it,
watching them soar
date: Wednesday, August 19, 2009
title: IDOL
Well caught idol last night. Willis is in... always knew he could do it am wondering right now how is he coping..... willis pls dont go getting into any fights on national tv k? i know what u are like lol
chill bro and all the best
date: Tuesday, August 11, 2009
title: SO SICK
been sick been home been trying to get better
failing
date: Saturday, August 8, 2009
title: WONT LAST LONG
So i have this strange feeling that i wont last much longer i this company. Somehow i dont see the point of staying here anymore. It seems that what ever i do, is being second guessed by a mfer who dosent know anything about design at all. I hat being told what to do by a person who does not have any design sense at all. I mean we all know that a good showroom layout does wonders for its sales and presentation. We all also know that in order to accommodate certain design looks a certain amount of area will be needed.
So i was chatting with mums, who is also working in this company as a director of another branch of the company's family group. I told her that i grow weary of this place and this job and she tells me that we might be able to start up an apparel design company and shop sometime soon.
I just want out i got the know how by now, all i got to do is just learn abit more suck this current company dry of its knowledge and go out and do my own thing.
date: Wednesday, August 5, 2009
title: THE SICK ONE
Ari is sick today. I'm coughing pretty badly right now. Wondering if i should just quarantine myself for the next few days. Just until i get better that is coz we all know just how much i absolutely love my job right?
Today is a real shot to shit day. Supposed to get some moving done in the morning but dont have the man power. As 36 says just go get it done. What the fuck man easy to say he dont gotta move the stuff himself. mother fucking cunt.
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title: THE MALICIOUS ONE
Been on a hiatus. I'm back now.
Finding that blogging actually does wonders for my anger issues.
To tell the truth, my biggest weakness has always been the center of my world. It's always been my strength, through my childhood and teen years, my anger has always got me out of tight spots, well it's also gotten me into many sticky situations with Johnny Law as well.
But like i said for a nerdy kid growing up in an all boys school, your anger is your lifeline. If you get pissed off enough, it motivates you to do things that you wouldn't have the courage to do otherwise.
Call it a non-alcoholic version of dutch courage.
Lately I've not been feeling so well.
Work is tedious especially when i have to keep redoing my designs just coz the marketing dept has no vision, or rather they have too much vision... i mean i know indecisiveness is not a crime. Everybody faces that now and then. But when it comes to doing up a showroom i do have an advantage over the marketing dept right after all this is my job a mafarking stylist right? To a certain extent indecisiveness on their part could be attributed to a lack of training in this area. But please la to act like a kid in a candy store when ever it comes down to making an executive decision is ridiculous! I mean I'm barely into my working life and i know that showroom design and setup demands that we make on the spot decisions! And here Mr 36 and Mr University can take so bloody long just making decisions on the lightings? Even after being told that their decisions were not gonna work well with the whole theme of the showroom, the still went ahead and got it. Also changing some of my layout designs without consulting me at all.
Hey really la if your gonna do that then might as well terminate me already la. My job is pointless in this case.
Job satisfaction is slowly sinking
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